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Today is pretty blah. It's kinda gray outside, and I'm pretty gray as well.
I'm beginning to wonder if part of my relatively new-found workaholic nature my way of distracting myself and avoiding depression. This week, I've accomplished such a tremendous amount that I don't have a lot to do this weekend.
In fact, I had been looking forward to today for several days, so that when I was done with my class, I could just be done and be lazy and know that everything's off my back for the weekend.
That idea lasted all of about 10 minutes. It felt really good to kick back and relax a bit, browse the internet and do nothing of substance. Then, it was a let-down, almost like when you smoke pot and your high is over. Buzzkill, I guess. Now, I've managed to go from fairly happy to decently depressed within 12 minutes, which must be some sort of record for switch-time without a real catalyst. I have an addictive personality, so maybe I'm hooked on work? Thing is, I am tired and I'm tired of working.
I leave for AAG on Wednesday at the butt-crack. It's exciting but also not. A change of scenary will be nice, but it's going to be a general nuisance. I'm going to miss Amy terribly. But, we're planning to go together when it's in San Francisco next year. If not, she may kill me.
She did wake up last night and feel better, which made me happy on multiple planes. We had some (out-of-budget) MiSteak and Shank, which was really a nice thing to do together.
There's a colloquium today. I'm this close to skipping, but I'm too big of a pussy.
I'm hungry and horny. Got any leads?
Posted by Your Friendly Neighborhood DJ on March 3, 2006 02:32 PM | Permalink
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